Sweet Escape

The beach is my sweet escape. 

I feel like everyone should have their own sweet escape. Their own little place where they go to to think about life, clear their mind and heal their soul. 

Mine, is the beach as I mentioned before. 

Ever since I'm like 1 month old (seriously) my mom and grandma took me to this beach that's close to where I live. My grandma and grandpa bought a house that's close to that beach and ever since I remember existing basically, we've been spending our holidays there. 

I've always loved that place! Spending summer there is the best thing ever. After such hard school years, spending 2 and a half months in a beach house where you have a pool, you go out by night, you have no worries, you can do whatever you want to... It's just perfect! 

But, to be quite fair, I haven't been enjoying the past 2 or 3 summers. I really don't know why. I guess. 

This past summer was really weird. As I mentioned in one of my posts, 'A night out' , I really had fun this summer because I started going out and I love it right now, but summer also had its downsides. I felt weird being on my beach house. 

So weird. 

To be honest, I think it's related to my grandpa's death. I don't really know why and it's something that's really hard for me to put into words. I can't really explain it. 

I just feel as if I'm connected to him... somehow? It's really weird since he isn't into us anymore but... I. don't. know. It's so weird! 

But, anyways, that place is still my sweet escape. I went to the beach a week ago or so and it just felt so damn good. 

I love the beach because I can always think clearly there about stuff. 

I'm finally in that part of my life where everything is going good. Very good. Anxiety hasn't been kicking in, school is going well... I'm happy. Happy with myself, happy with the people I have in my life... What more could I ask for? 

I'm happy and healthy and not anxious.

Of course anxiety kicks in in times, and that I'm not happy as life everyday, but, that's just life, am I right? 

We just have to live life day by day, enjoy ourselves, take care of ourselves and be happy the most we can. 

If you don't have a sweet escape, please, go and find it. If you're like me and 99% of the time you have your mind running at a thousand miles per second, a sweet escape is going to help you sort your mind and thoughts and come to realisations you aren't able to find in your routine. 

Well, this post is kind of pointless isn't it? 

But I love writing. It's one of my passions, kind of a sweet escape as well and probably what I'm going to do with my life, so, darn it! If I want to write about pointless things, I'll do so. Because I can, and because I want to.

Hope everyone's doing well and I hope you're having a great day! 

PS: New blogpost will be up by the end of this month and I'm so excited to post it! Just warning you guys, ahah :) 

Lots of love! <3